affraid of loosing it

Have had the flu last week and wasn't up to much. I always hate doing nothing and at the end of the week I was getting this fretful feeling I always get when I haven't been doing any artwork for sometime. I get this feeling I might have "lost it". That after a week or so I might have lost the power or knowledge to make any art again... That all pieces I work on in future will not come out right, or that nothing will come anyway... Silly me. So when I got up I started messing up my workspace again and started playing on new collages on plywood, you know the plywood with the holes in it I have mentioned earlier. I just need to find some time to finish them.